[x] NiGeL's bLoG HeRe
[x] WhAt'S HeRe ReMaiNs HeRe
[x] TaG bEfOrE U LeAvE
[x] cLiCk oN tHe 4 PiCtUrEs AboVe tO NaviGaTe HeeX... ^^Y
Saturday, July 30, 2005
1:26 AM
[E]xP[e]Ct tH[e] UnE[x]PecTabLe[s]
sigh... been a long time since i blogged eh? have no idea why i ended up here as well... its 1:30am and im not sleeping.. not cuz of blogging i guess.. cuz something's bugging mi... problems after problems... obstacles after obstacles... tats life ya?? but.. im getting very very tired of these.. working for my own sake.. coping for my own studies.. and getting on wif my frens.. tringy to fit myself into their picture frame.. wif the amount of pressure being put on mi by some of my subjects.. and now.. wif even my teachers and frens being sensitive bout wadeva i said.. sigh... i am truly very very very tired... i dont like the game wif my masked on anymore... i do really looked like one idiotic pelican don i? one irritating, stupid, fat ugly ass hole... sigh... things aint going much on my way this days... tired.. i truly am...
not really speaking of wadeva which happened.. im down.. as if rolling from the peak of a hill.. backwards.. and hopefully.. hit on my head and nv wake up.. tats how unconsious i am now.. again.. im very tired.. not tired of living.. but tired of life.. wishing for endings but not to die.. things aint much i wanted.. sigh.. books and books piling up one another.. waiting for mi to uncover... its really tiring.. and its gonna be months b4 the national exam... how am i truly going to cope.. set mi free.. i dun wanna be a masked figure already.. i jus wanna be myself.. wadeva u guys are going to comment mi on.. even if there'll be no one to like mi forever.. for all i care.. im jus gonna enjoy my life.. and start anew wif my own figure... i've had enuff.. truly... sigh...
ProfilE
[x] Name : Nigel Chua
[x] Age : 18
[x] First Cry : 26/03/88
[x] Current School : Nanyang Poly
WishlisT
[x] World Peace
[x] Top student in NYP
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