[x] NiGeL's bLoG HeRe
[x] WhAt'S HeRe ReMaiNs HeRe
[x] TaG bEfOrE U LeAvE
[x] cLiCk oN tHe 4 PiCtUrEs AboVe tO NaviGaTe HeeX... ^^Y
Sunday, April 24, 2005
4:56 AM
[E]xP[e]Ct tH[e] UnE[x]PecTabLe[s]
gee... big thanks, big hug and big wadeva!! u really helped mi alot.. expressing my thanks to the whole world..!! haha... feel proud of it yeah?? haha... kidding... really... thanks alot... finally... my computer is back to the normal state... well... at least a level higher... no more windows 98... i'm kinda outdated... having windows exp at this point of moment... haha...
haiz... bout karen... i think i had enough today... i found out from reeza that she deliberately do not wan to reply my msg... and that she finds mi irritating... haiz... well... i feel... thats thats the only way to keep her in contact... furthermore, i din do much too... jus msg her once in a week... is that too much?? sigh... wadeva it is... i apologise den... but u could sound out to mi straight in my face that im irritating... sigh... that kinda straight forward is way beta than jus not telling mi anything... at least... i might change right...?? haiz... when seeing karen replies to reeza's msg and not to mine, i almost cried out... very sad, disappointed and... and heart broken... i was *speechless*... sigh... anyone out there reading... please tell mi straight wad u disliked bout mi too kay?? sigh... i will get hurt.. but not as much as when u din tell mi and letting mi find out myself... but i promise, i wunt hate anyone saying those thingys kay?? haiz...
anyway, thanks kc... u really did cheer mi up jus now... how really silly i am... i am really love sick... as in... after doing some self-touchings, i'm really stupid... look... *he's getting on my nerves* ------> my day is ruined *hey!! that guy's cute* -----------> i'm gonna kill that guy *i hate you* ----------------------> i'm gonna suicide
make any sense to u?? haha... so the moral of *my* story or experience is... live yur own life... try not to let others affect yur movements of yur own life much... cuz if u do, u'll end up like mi... devastated... ;) i've learnt mine now... and its not too late to change... i'll try... not to get too affected by her from now on... i promise... i'll try... or maybe... *i'll do it* :D
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[x] Name : Nigel Chua
[x] Age : 18
[x] First Cry : 26/03/88
[x] Current School : Nanyang Poly
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[x] World Peace
[x] Top student in NYP
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